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If you still don’t say then when will you say


     Some memories of our lives are such that whenever we remember them they make us Sometimes feels regret and sometimes gets tickled. This is the year 2000. There is a boy, Abhishek who took admission in one of the city’s renowned coaching for the preparation of medical entrance exam the second year continuouslyToday was Abhishek’s first day of coaching. Abhishek received admission in the 23rd batch of coaching which had a total of 25-30 students. Abhishek entered his class and sat on the bench of last row. At that time, the trend of medical subjects was less for girls. Accordingly, there were 7-8 girls in this batch who were sitting in the first row. The class had started and a girl asked a question in the middle of the class. Abhishek saw the girl and Abhishek was surprised. This girl was nobody else but Priya. Priya was the same girl who had studied together with Abhishek in coaching last year and was enshrined in Abhishek’s brain.

     Abhishek had come from the boys’ college with Hindi medium and being a little shy. For him, talking to a girl was nothing short of a big achievement. Abhishek liked Priya for a long time but could not express yet. That image of Priya had settled in Abhishek’s heart, when he saw Priya first time. Priya came in class wearing a blue colored suit. Black medium hair, fair complexion, small blue bindi on the forehead and a sweet smile made Abhishek restless from day one. Priya was an intelligent girl from English medium along with looking attractive in both Indian or Western attire. Abhishek was one of the best boys in the class and was also good to see. At that time, boy’s studies were the biggest measure of attraction for girls. So Abhishek also felt that Priya also likes him. Often both of them got their eyes and both smiled. In the class, both of them would pay attention to each other, listen to each other carefully. Sometimes there was an indirect talk in both. Gradually that batch of that year ended and both of them kept talking in the eyes. But after three months, was it a coincidence that Priya was admitted in the same batch of the same coaching in this manner. Abhishek wondered how this could be such a big coincidence. God must have thought about both of them. Used to listen carefully to each other. Sometimes there was an indirect talk in both. 

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 Today’s class was over and Abhishek was waiting for Priya outside the class. Priya came out of the classroom and seeing Abhishek she shocked also. She could not believe her eyes and this coincidence. Both of them asked each other how they were and remembered some old things. The lost feelings about each other rejoined and resumed after three months . Now often after the class was over they had a conversation. Gradually, they began to understand each other better.

     Today was the first day of 2001. After class is over Priya and Abhishek met outside of coaching. Priya made a shake hand and congratulated Abhishek on the new year. Abhishek shook hands with Priya and greeted in reply. Today became unforgettable day for Abhishek. After Priya left, she kept looking at his palm for a long time and felt the touch of those soft hands, which he had never felt on anyone‘s touch till date. Today, he did not feel like doing any work. Abhishek thought that when the first day of the year is so good, then the whole year will be the best year. Abhishek wanted to spend more and more time with Priya. But at that time it was not so easy. Malls, cafes also did not open in the city. Any meeting between Abhishek and Priya could only be done outside of coaching. Due to his shy nature, Abhishek still did not know how to talk to Priya. Time passed slowly, and in this way the new batch was barely a month away to complete. Abhishek has wanted to tell his heart to Priya for a long time. It was a very difficult task for Abhishek how he spoke this thing to Priya. There were many questions in his mind that would not hurt Priya. Friendship with Priya should not be affected and Priya will  think about how the scholar boy got involved in these things .

     One day , The coaching class was over. Abhishek called Priya and then said to her with great courage that– Priya, I want to talk to you. But in saying this much, all his courage was gone. Priya’s face blossomed, Priya said say what you want to say. Abhishek said – nothing, I will tell later. After this, all feelings about Abhishek in Priya’s mind became stronger. But now due to his nature and hesitation, Abhishek started ignore that what would happen if positive results did not come. After this, it happened twice that Priya smiled and asked what you were going to say that day and Abhishek deferred the matter by giving the same old answer.

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     Today was the last day of coaching. Today’s class was over. Priya told Abhishek that Abhishek I want to talk to you. Finally, both of them came face to face. Abhishek said yes, what do you want to say. Priya’s voice was now soft. Priya said- What were you going to tell me that day? Abhishek said – nothing. Priya now said to be serious – I know your nature. There is no opportunity to say anything in life again and again. Today you have a chance Today is the last day of coaching and if you still don’t say then when will you say it again. Abhishek was understanding Priya’s intention. Abhishek also had many things going on in his mind for a long time that he wanted to say. But still he could not say. In the last Abhishek said – nothing. Priya smiled and said that no problem, Now i will go. Bye . Abhishek and Priya never met after that. When Abhishek still remembers that thing, he thinks that I wish I should have said may feelings that day. A person has to take responsibility for any of his relationships in which Abhishek had failed and Priya, Priya has no idea after this.

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